Months.

[Being with Eda had helped, but it had been several months since, and that one time where she saw her through reflections and spoke with her that way had not been the same. It was a constant ache, knowing the idea of getting home kept being dangled over her, only to have that hope dashed more and more].

I really miss her.

Without them, I'd probably would have been miserable. Also, my situation is actually a bit more complicated than that too.