text, un: moonbunny

[eternalfuture]

WHO: Usagi and OPEN
WHERE: the network
WHEN: May 2
WHAT: a sad Usagi
WARNINGS: none

So I guess there's a big dance going on at school? I'd be excited, and I am kind of excited, but... (┬┬﹏┬┬)

The one person I would want to take me isn't here. I miss him, a lot. I miss my friends, too. Not that there aren't a lot of nice people here, too, there are, but it's different, you know? As much as I love my new friends, I still miss everyone. It's not something I like to talk about a lot, but it's just hitting me really hard right now.

Am I the only one who feels like that?

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Text; un: Koromaru

[whatsamada]

No, it's a little different when the people you know from home aren't here.

It makes you feel a little lonely.

[Not that he wasn't completely alone as one of his teammates was here but...he just doesn't quite remember him.]

[eternalfuture]

Or a lot lonely. It's been a rough adjustment.

[whatsamada]

[...]

Do you want to talk about it? I don't know how much I can help but I can be a listening ear.

[eternalfuture]

If you don’t mind me crying while I do?

[whatsamada]

No, I don't. Feel free to talk away.

I think you might need it.

[eternalfuture]

All right.

So, I came here about two months ago. Just me, not my boyfriend or any of my other friends. I’ve been through so much with them over the past few years, and they’re honestly family to me. I don’t know where I would be without them.

I had just gotten them all back, after an incident I don’t think anyone would understand.

[whatsamada]

I don't blame you and especially when you're really close with them. It's not easy when you're by yourself right now. It's tough trying to deal with all these emotions without someone to help you.

...Mind if I ask what that incident is?

[eternalfuture]

...it's kind of a long story. Would you believe me if I said it involved keeping the universe from falling permanently to Chaos?

[whatsamada]

Yes, I would. With so much chaos going on in this world, anything could happen.

But I can see why you would hold on tight to your friends. I know I would feel the same way.

[Especially when he fought the Erebeus and another god who wanted to destroy humanity too!]

Text | un: calledtothewater

[findingways]

You’re one of the people that came from another world, right? I’m sorry, that really is tough.

It’s not exactly the same, but I first moved here almost two years ago, and I had to leave behind all the friends and people I knew, and it was pretty lonely when I started high school. So I kind of get it.

[eternalfuture]

I am, yeah. I’m from Tokyo, and I…miss my boyfriend, and my best friends a lot.

[findingways]

[ Friends are certainly one thing, but a boyfriend somehow feels even worse. That was a kind of loneliness that she couldn't imagine. ]

I'm really sorry. Tokyo is a long way from here.

I know it won't really be the same, but you're welcome to join me and my friends at prom.

un: reallyfarflung

[areyuuserious]

You're not the only one, no.

And hey... If you want someone to commiserate with or even just lend a listening ear, I'm around.

[eternalfuture]

Thank you. It helps to know I'm not the only one.

...mm. I appreciate it.

text; un: signorvespa

[prontissimo]

of course youre not the only one. duh. it's really hard being away from your freinds.

but even if you miss him if your really best freinds then youre always together SOMEHOW... when you do the fun stuff you used to do together or eat his favorite food or remember nice things he said... that's him. he's still with you even when he's not with you. make sense?
so thats why you NEED to talk about him! that's how you stay together when youre not together!
even if it makes you sad to talk about him, it probbly makes you happy, too, right?

if i found out MY best freind far away doesn't wanna talk about how much he misses me i'd be Pissed. HA!

[eternalfuture]

It's not that I don't want to talk about them. It just makes me cry because of how much I miss them. It's hard to talk about someone when you burst into tears halfway through a sentence.

But...yeah. If I remember all the things I love about him, if I remember the nice things he always said...that might help.

[prontissimo]

you'll stop crying. don't worry. one day it just stops.
you gotta push through it tho and keep talking anyway even if your crying. forza!!!
you cant let the Missing him stuff be louder than the happy stuff yknow?

text: un: trienemybest

[droptheious]

I think it's pretty natural to miss the people you've got back home. After all, being in a completely different dimension is a pretty large distance to be from your loved ones.

Anyway, it's just a party. You don't have to go to it if you don't want to. It's just some weird social gathering anyway, you could probably spend your time better.

[eternalfuture]

You can say that again. It's hard to be that far away from them.

Mm. I guess. I just always wanted to go to a fancy party, but it wouldn't be the same without my boyfriend.

[droptheious]

Right? And we can't even get a message out to them to let them know we're okay.

I guess you could always go with a friend? I think that's what people do? Though admittedly, I've never been to a prom before. It can't be that different from Court, right? Fancy party, dancing, music, food. It lines up.