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WHO: Ash + the app
WHERE: The app mostly
WHEN: June 16th
WHAT: Ash needs to explain something to the app
WARNINGS: Ash swears? Discussion of Krusnik and the child experimentation therein?
[When the video starts, Ash...is not in his RV and he does not look good at all. He frankly looks like he's been through literal hell and when he speaks he doesn't sound all that much better.]
I know I ain't got that many people on this stupid app who give a fuck, but people might've felt somethin' in the spirit realm a few days ago and this is just easier.
[A beat because really how do you explain this? Especially to people who probably don't care?]
If you were here in, what, March? You probably heard about Krusnik. If you weren't, they're a bunch of fucking assholes who take kids or people who won't be missed and do all sorts of fuckin' shit to them. The lab I was at was tryin' to get someone possessed by a god. I didn't get a god, but I got as close as they probably ever got before I got out. If you were ever wonderin' why I was always picking fights, having an asshole in your head that said "fight every week or you're gonna suffer" from the age of nine will do that to you.
[God he hates this. The recording actually cuts out here and doesn't cut back in for some time as he tries to make himself do this. He needs to do this. If he doesn't, he won't use the app ever again and he knows that about himself.]
Anyway, fucker's gone. I didn't pay the price an' he took offense. Opened a tear into his realm and nearly got me good, but...other people noticed and got me out. Ain't possessed anymore so hey, good news, it's possible to break that shit so long as you got a really good healer and people who can destroy spirits or whatever the fuck happened. [He knows but he's not outting Zero's abilities like that.] So. Yeah. If you felt something in the spirit realm a few days ago, that was me. Or, the asshole, I guess.
WHERE: The app mostly
WHEN: June 16th
WHAT: Ash needs to explain something to the app
WARNINGS: Ash swears? Discussion of Krusnik and the child experimentation therein?
[When the video starts, Ash...is not in his RV and he does not look good at all. He frankly looks like he's been through literal hell and when he speaks he doesn't sound all that much better.]
I know I ain't got that many people on this stupid app who give a fuck, but people might've felt somethin' in the spirit realm a few days ago and this is just easier.
[A beat because really how do you explain this? Especially to people who probably don't care?]
If you were here in, what, March? You probably heard about Krusnik. If you weren't, they're a bunch of fucking assholes who take kids or people who won't be missed and do all sorts of fuckin' shit to them. The lab I was at was tryin' to get someone possessed by a god. I didn't get a god, but I got as close as they probably ever got before I got out. If you were ever wonderin' why I was always picking fights, having an asshole in your head that said "fight every week or you're gonna suffer" from the age of nine will do that to you.
[God he hates this. The recording actually cuts out here and doesn't cut back in for some time as he tries to make himself do this. He needs to do this. If he doesn't, he won't use the app ever again and he knows that about himself.]
Anyway, fucker's gone. I didn't pay the price an' he took offense. Opened a tear into his realm and nearly got me good, but...other people noticed and got me out. Ain't possessed anymore so hey, good news, it's possible to break that shit so long as you got a really good healer and people who can destroy spirits or whatever the fuck happened. [He knows but he's not outting Zero's abilities like that.] So. Yeah. If you felt something in the spirit realm a few days ago, that was me. Or, the asshole, I guess.
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[Aw, Eunie cares.]
When I can move more than just to the bathroom, I'll probably be at Jusis's for a bit. You can kick my ass there.
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Not that it quelled her anxiety towards other things but when you're more fragile than usual that happens. She still sounded unsteady even while she clapped back.]
... Too fuckin' right I will. You're not the only one on my shit list anyway. Got more than just yours to kick.
[If the last thing she does is kicking their asses she'd call that a good way to go out.]
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[He understands you're pissed, Eunie, but he is going to protect his dad and his boyfriend. Not that you know about the boyfriend part.]
...please?
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But when did ask make a request so earnestly and more shockingly politely.]
Ugh, fine. If you're gonna ask like that then I won't lay into 'em.
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She's quiet for a bit, distantly mumbling something. "Keep it together, Eunie..." could be made out.]
Fuck, I'm glad we didn't but we could've lost you...
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I already don't--! ["Have enough time. We don't need anyone else dealing with this shit." She let that slip to Fugo and he got all worried. Somehow she bit her tongue on this one. With a little help from her cat curling up next to her with a tiny "mew".]
Just listen to whoever's taking care of you and I'll see you later. [She's doing great, Ash.]
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Alright. Talk to you later, Doc.