[When Elliot's lips meet his own, there's a brief moment where Rean freezes, unsure how to respond.
Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him.
Why? It's not like it isn't nice. It's not like Rean hasn't thought of this too, in moments he's tried so hard to bury. But Elliot deserves better than him, has always deserved better than a loser like Rean who still can't figure his own shit out after all of this time. After two lifetimes of trying, even.
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Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him. Elliot is kissing him.
Why? It's not like it isn't nice. It's not like Rean hasn't thought of this too, in moments he's tried so hard to bury. But Elliot deserves better than him, has always deserved better than a loser like Rean who still can't figure his own shit out after all of this time. After two lifetimes of trying, even.
So why him? Why on earth would Elliot want him?]