[Focus, idiot. God, you're pathetic. he sharply admonished himself, brushing all of that directly under the same rug he kept it beneath for a decade. Better to focus on the completely insane thing he'd just heard, and potentially notice the lack of personal space at some point.]

What, just...out of nowhere? I'd love it if I stopped learning alarming shit about this place, but at this rate it might never stop.