It's - it's good that you didn't. [He sighs.] Flapjack needed you.
[He doesn't want to think about what could have happened if Luz had gotten hurt, and Flapjack had been left to his own devices. It doesn't help that she doesn't know if anyone else was resurrected, so for all they know he might be the only one, and right now he certainly doesn't feel like he deserves that honour.
Not that he wants to be dead, though. It's complicated.]
How am I supposed to do that?? [Feeling better seems like an impossibility right now, he feels like complete garbage.] Even if I'm not dead anymore I still failed! I still remember what it felt like to die! And as soon as Belos finds out I'm going to have to deal with him being disappointed!
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[He doesn't want to think about what could have happened if Luz had gotten hurt, and Flapjack had been left to his own devices. It doesn't help that she doesn't know if anyone else was resurrected, so for all they know he might be the only one, and right now he certainly doesn't feel like he deserves that honour.
Not that he wants to be dead, though. It's complicated.]
How am I supposed to do that?? [Feeling better seems like an impossibility right now, he feels like complete garbage.] Even if I'm not dead anymore I still failed! I still remember what it felt like to die! And as soon as Belos finds out I'm going to have to deal with him being disappointed!