[ said as if it was so easy--maybe because he wanted it to be easy. because he wants gil to meet him down on the ground instead of stretching high over his head. He knows it's selfish, but if he's allowed to have desires, than this is his. He can't feel the gentle brush of gil's hair against his cheek but he knows it's there. it's soft under his fingers as he curls his hand up the back of the others' neck, to hold him solidly as he's being held, without any intention of letting go, anytime soon.
he and gil were together plenty--lounging on one another during the day or curled together at night--but it was always something lazy, casual. being held like this, the pressure of gil pressing his lips against his temple--it makes his eyes flicker closed again as a fresh streak of tears warmly draw down his cheeks as he wishes, so dearly, that he could feel the others' grip fully. as this was the sort of comfort he's been needing. wanting. hungry for. ]
Thank you. That's what ol' Samuel wanted to hear.
I might not believe in much in this world, as most of it IS a joke.
But I think you're the easiest thing to believe in. The one thing I can always believe in.
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[ said as if it was so easy--maybe because he wanted it to be easy. because he wants gil to meet him down on the ground instead of stretching high over his head. He knows it's selfish, but if he's allowed to have desires, than this is his. He can't feel the gentle brush of gil's hair against his cheek but he knows it's there. it's soft under his fingers as he curls his hand up the back of the others' neck, to hold him solidly as he's being held, without any intention of letting go, anytime soon.
he and gil were together plenty--lounging on one another during the day or curled together at night--but it was always something lazy, casual. being held like this, the pressure of gil pressing his lips against his temple--it makes his eyes flicker closed again as a fresh streak of tears warmly draw down his cheeks as he wishes, so dearly, that he could feel the others' grip fully. as this was the sort of comfort he's been needing. wanting. hungry for. ]
Thank you.
That's what ol' Samuel wanted to hear.
I might not believe in much in this world, as most of it IS a joke.
But I think you're the easiest thing to believe in.
The one thing I can always believe in.