"I..."

That was a tough question, that Waver had asked. After all, if Ritsuka were being honest.

"... Not really. But... I think I have to."

If there was any chance of them finding a good answer to the questions she'd been starting to ponder in the aftermath, they'd need to know all the details. Maybe there was something she overlooked. And even if not, the only way to be sure they knew the gravity of it--that unquestionably, she should have died--they'd at least need to know that part.

Of course, it would frankly probably be good for her to talk it through, too, but that wasn't exactly what was on Ristuka's mind at the moment.