... I don't know if... [... he reciprocates.] But if he does, if he wants to try again, then... I want to give him that time. I want to give him all the space he needs.
My head is a mess. If I want to do right by him, I need to sort myself out.
[He doesn't return the smile, but he does feel a bit better with Venti sitting here, playing soft music and talking to him.
He pauses. When he speaks again, his voice is soft, too. He sounds less angry than usual. Almost like he's someone else.]
... If you had to, would you do it all over again? Even if you knew it would hurt? Even if you knew it would get worse before it got better?
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[haha. hahahahaha. hahahaha.]
... I don't know if... [... he reciprocates.] But if he does, if he wants to try again, then... I want to give him that time. I want to give him all the space he needs.
My head is a mess. If I want to do right by him, I need to sort myself out.
[He doesn't return the smile, but he does feel a bit better with Venti sitting here, playing soft music and talking to him.
He pauses. When he speaks again, his voice is soft, too. He sounds less angry than usual. Almost like he's someone else.]
... If you had to, would you do it all over again? Even if you knew it would hurt? Even if you knew it would get worse before it got better?