[Meaning? No. Meaning would imply she has some kind of reason to be here on this earth, and she knows damn well she doesn't.
She was a mistake, a capricious whim. Just because no one's had the guts to say it to her face doesn't mean she can't draw the obvious conclusions for herself. No, the only reason she's still here is because she's a coward and the universe has yet to decide to take her out.
Until she either runs out of options or the universe finally figures out its mistake, she figures she may as well just try to find something interesting to do. Spending all her time alone in a cold, empty condo isn't exactly her idea of a good time, after all.
...Not that she'd just admit any of that to Zelos, of course. But, you know. Meta text and all of that.
She does tilt her head at his expression for a second, but then he moves along, and although she blinks a little in confusion, she's happy to move right along with him.]
Ehe. Thanks.
And oh, goodness, please! Not that I notice the cold that much anymore, not since Zodiac, but I think we could all use a dose of sunshine. Maybe seeing colors that aren't grey again? That would be nice.
cw: suicidal ideation
She was a mistake, a capricious whim. Just because no one's had the guts to say it to her face doesn't mean she can't draw the obvious conclusions for herself. No, the only reason she's still here is because she's a coward and the universe has yet to decide to take her out.
Until she either runs out of options or the universe finally figures out its mistake, she figures she may as well just try to find something interesting to do. Spending all her time alone in a cold, empty condo isn't exactly her idea of a good time, after all.
...Not that she'd just admit any of that to Zelos, of course. But, you know. Meta text and all of that.
She does tilt her head at his expression for a second, but then he moves along, and although she blinks a little in confusion, she's happy to move right along with him.]
Ehe. Thanks.
And oh, goodness, please! Not that I notice the cold that much anymore, not since Zodiac, but I think we could all use a dose of sunshine. Maybe seeing colors that aren't grey again? That would be nice.