Okay, that's fair. I'd not want to talk about it, either.

[ he's looking down at his files, as he starts to flick through the pages. ...and there's a lot of pages. and pictures. of things they. shouldn't know, things they shouldn't have pictures of.

a plant, in a jar--pictures of a desert. pages of information talking about alien life forms, and a planet of insects kept alive by aforementioned alien lifeforms...

he can feel his stomach dropping out of his guts. ]

I don't know how they have this information.
But they shouldn't be allowed to have it.