[ It's a nightmare. Human beings, taken from their homes and twisted into unimaginable monsters beyond recognition. He's seen it before--and just like before, he couldn't stop it, again. His stomach lurching, catching in his throat as his hand hits the dirtied ground--his head tipping forward as tears burn at the corners of his eyes.
And then there's a hand on him. It's clarifying, like someone had poured ice water over his eyes--shocking him out of his panic in a matter of moments. His head turning to give Rem--no, Viv? A startled look--making him remember, all at once, where he was. Shit. ]
S--sorry.
[ he manages to choke out the words, hand reaching to try to find where he'd dropped his gun, his other hand moving up to scrub his face, to swallow down the pile that burned the back of his teeth. ]
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And then there's a hand on him.
It's clarifying, like someone had poured ice water over his eyes--shocking him out of his panic in a matter of moments. His head turning to give Rem--no, Viv? A startled look--making him remember, all at once, where he was. Shit. ]
S--sorry.
[ he manages to choke out the words, hand reaching to try to find where he'd dropped his gun, his other hand moving up to scrub his face, to swallow down the pile that burned the back of his teeth. ]
I couldn't.
I couldn't save them.
Again.